Friday, 25 March 2011

Guest Author, Zan Anselmo, on What Love Really Is

Zan Anselmo, a friend, writer, artist and fellow CFS advocate wrote the following short observation on what love really is. I found it profound, accurate, personal, insightful and incredibly honest. It actually brought a tear to my eye through it's insightfulness. She kindly agreed to sharing it here:

I KNOW WHAT LOVE IS
- Zan Anselmo 

I woke up and realized the script I was writing is a fake. I lost myself in delusional dreams, but now, I'm finally awake. Because what I thought was love, was never really love. I thought the ache in my heart was an indicator that this is real. I thought misery is what love makes you feel. But I woke up, and realized I didn't know what love is. I thought love was something bad, and I wished it was something I never had. But I woke up, and finally figured out what love is. And love was never about me, or searching for someone to set me free. Love is about waking up from your own dream, and seeing people as they truly are. It's about loving them unconditionally from your heart. And love isn't about hating someone that doesn't serve your needs, and love isn't about what you can do for me. I woke up and finally figured out what love is. And everywhere I turn, people are writing their own unique scripts and stories, full of pain, jealously, envy, remorse and sorrow….and they sit there wishing, praying they'll find love tomorrow. But I know, love does not suffer and love does not hate. Love is patient, and love will wait. And I woke up, and finally figured out what love is. No one seems to see it, no one seems to feel it, because they keep searching outside. And when these external forces wound them, they quickly run and hide. But I woke up today, and finally knew what love was, and I knew it was love, because I watched the pain dissipate from my soul.

contra omnia discrimina

Posted via email from uselessdesires

331 comments:

1 – 200 of 331   Newer›   Newest»
Anonymous said...

buy ativan ativan vs xanax potency - ativan vs librium withdrawal

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol online reviews buy tramadol online no rx - buy tramadol 627

Anonymous said...

tramadol buy tramadol high many - buy tramadol legally online

Anonymous said...

ativan pills ativan vs alcohol - buy ativan canada

Anonymous said...

buy klonopin online klonopin dosage and frequency - tapering klonopin dosage

Anonymous said...

tramadol online tramadol no prescription - buy tramadol online free shipping

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol online where to buy tramadol cod - buy tramadol 200mg

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol online without a prescription tramadol 325 dosage - tramadol dosage 10 lb dog

Anonymous said...

tramadol online buy tramadol 50mg usa - tramadol high energy

Anonymous said...

clonazepam online 2mg klonopin same 2mg xanax - low dosage klonopin

Anonymous said...

buy ativan online ativan withdrawal opiates - ativan no prescription needed

Anonymous said...

order tramadol online cod buy tramadol no prescription 100 mg - tramadol 50 mg dosing

Anonymous said...

generic ambien ambien side effects diarrhea - ambien with high blood pressure

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol order tramadol medication - buy tramadol europe

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol overnight delivery buy tramadol pay cod - will get high tramadol

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol overnight delivery buy tramadol without a script - tramadol vs hydrocodone dosage

Anonymous said...

buying ambien online ambien yahoo answers - what will 10mg of ambien do to you

Anonymous said...

generic lorazepam ativan dosage kids - signs of ativan withdrawal

Anonymous said...

generic ambien ambien good night sleep - ambien dosage white pill

Anonymous said...

online soma watson generic soma - soma drug name

Anonymous said...

tramadol generic buy tramadol in usa - tramadol xl dosage

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol signs of tramadol addiction - tramadol 50 mg for dogs

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol hcl tramadol 50 mg canine - cheap tramadol online no prescription

Anonymous said...

ambien pills ambien cr price without insurance - generic time release ambien

Anonymous said...

buy carisoprodol online deadly soma online movie - soma drug ancient

Anonymous said...

buy generic tramadol online buy tramadol no rx - cheap tramadol

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol ultram can overdose tramadol - ordertramadolonline

Anonymous said...

buy generic klonopin klonopin dosage range - klonopin wafers

Anonymous said...

buy ambien ambien and alcohol safe - buy ambien online fast shipping

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol online buy tramadol online australia - tramadol good

Anonymous said...

buy klonopin online klonopin 2mg used - buy clonazepam online pharmacy

Anonymous said...

buy lorazepam online ativan side effects stopping - how many lorazepam 1 mg to get high

Anonymous said...

ambien generic ambien cr free trial coupon - 10 ambien overdose

Anonymous said...

generic ambien ambience mall gurgaon nearest metro station - ambien sleep apnea side effects

Anonymous said...

tramadol online tramadol online buy - tramadol liquid

Anonymous said...

tramadol online tramadol legal to buy online - ultram for dogs dosage

Anonymous said...

klonopin online pharmacy klonopin good high blood pressure - klonopin test anxiety

Anonymous said...

tramadol online pharmacy buy tramadol cash delivery - tramadol headache

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol online tramadol hcl half life - tramadol ultracet dosage

Anonymous said...

buy cheap klonopin can i buy clonazepam online - how much klonopin should i take for anxiety

Anonymous said...

can you buy ambien online ambien withdrawal + infants - ambien side effects metallic taste

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol uk tramadol hcl odt - buy tramadol online cod overnight

Anonymous said...

soma online generic soma wiki - cheap generic soma

Anonymous said...

buy ambien online ambien sales in 2009 - ambien no prescription overnight delivery

Anonymous said...

cheap klonopin klonopin depression - klonopin side effects snorting

Anonymous said...

generic sildenafil viagra in canada for sale - buy original viagra online

Anonymous said...

soma online generic somatropin human growth hormone - soma therapy

Anonymous said...

buy viagra online buy viagra online norway - viagra from canada online

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol online no prescription cod pill max order tramadol ultram online - order tramadol eu

Anonymous said...

klonopin for anxiety buy clonazepam 1mg - neurontin klonopin high

Anonymous said...

viagra online generic viagra online purchase - viagra online singapore

Anonymous said...

buy ambien online overnight generic ambien 516 - ambien side effects with alcohol

Anonymous said...

buy viagra online generic viagra uk paypal - buy viagra online scams

Anonymous said...

viagra online how can i buy real viagra with no prescription - buy viagra usa

Anonymous said...

soma online soma vanishing edge bras - cheap soma online overnight

Anonymous said...

buy clonazepam online klonopin dosage equal valium - klonopin withdrawal 2010

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol cheap no prescription tramadol - tramadol codeine high

Anonymous said...

generic ambien generic ambien zolpidem side effects - 10 mg ambien enough

Anonymous said...

buy viagra 100mg generic viagra+online pharmacy+no prescription - viagra online at boots

Anonymous said...

buy viagra online order viagra online cheap - buy viagra online lloyds

Anonymous said...

order soma online buy soma cube - soma networks

Anonymous said...

klonopin online klonopin .5 street value - klonopin withdrawal heart rate

Anonymous said...

order viagra now order viagra london - discount viagra online canada

Anonymous said...

ambien medication compare ambien cr zolpidem - buy ambien online cheap

Anonymous said...

buy zolpidem ambien time release - ambien sleep talking

Anonymous said...

sildenafil citrate buy online viagra viagra - www cheap viagra com

Anonymous said...

cialis online cialis price lilly - cialis online discount

Anonymous said...

order soma online what does soma drug do - soma bras on sale

Anonymous said...

viagra online viagra online to buy - generic viagra online in the uk

Anonymous said...

buy viagra for women cheap viagra from canada online - buy viagra online inurl wiki

Anonymous said...

tramadol online buy tramadol online next day delivery - tramadol 50mg side effects for dogs

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol online tramadol for dogs with cancer - tramadol 50 mg cost

Anonymous said...

buy viagra online how to buy viagra online safely - generic viagra really work

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol without rx good place buy tramadol online - high von tramadol

Anonymous said...

generic cialis no prescription viagra cialis online canada - cialis 05668

Anonymous said...

buy soma aura soma 99 - buy somatropin online

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol cod buy tramadol online - tramadol 50mg much acetaminophen

Anonymous said...

how to buy viagra online without buy viagra online cheap canada - cheap viagra pills free shipping

Anonymous said...

how to buy viagra online without viagra online amazon - cialis or viagra for women

Anonymous said...

cialis online lowest price cialis - cialis online canadian pharmacy

Anonymous said...

order cialis online cialis walgreens - xlpharmacy generic cialis

Anonymous said...

order viagra online usa cheapest viagra online pharmacy - viagra online overnight

Anonymous said...

buy viagra online viagra online store - viagra dosage 150 mg

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol tramadol hcl time release - buy tramadol online no prescription overnight

Anonymous said...

tramadol 50 mg stop tramadol addiction - buy tramadol online usa cheap

Anonymous said...

order generic viagra does viagra work drunk - buy indian viagra online

Anonymous said...

viagra online generic viagra cialis or levitra online - buy viagra online ireland

Anonymous said...

buy cialis online with prescription buy cialis walmart - where to order cialis online

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol without a script tramadol 50 mg od - tramadol hcl snorting

Anonymous said...

cialis pharmacy cheap cialis sydney - generic cialis fast shipping

Anonymous said...

generic strattera cost of strattera drug - medication comparable strattera

Anonymous said...

buy retin-a online retin a micro for sale - retin a cream usa prices

Anonymous said...

buy viagra ebay viagra dosage young men - viagra men

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol with cod buy ultram tramadol online - tramadol depresion

Anonymous said...

cialis online 20mg cialis reviews - cheap-cialis.net

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol cheap xymel 50mg tramadol - buy tramadol with paypal

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol 100mg cheap tramadol mastercard - best place buy tramadol tk

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol online pet meds tramadol no prescription - buy tramadol online mastercard

Anonymous said...

buy strattera online strattera price rite aid - will strattera have generic

Anonymous said...

buy cheap viagra viagra for women flibanserin - viagra online pay with paypal

Anonymous said...

buy retin-a online retin a micro reviews - retin-a micro vs differin

Anonymous said...

buy strattera strattera dosage erowid - generic of strattera

Anonymous said...

cialis online price comparison for cialis - cialis price malaysia

Anonymous said...

buy viagra viagra for men buy online in india - legal order viagra over internet

Anonymous said...

buy strattera online strattera medication interactions - strattera zyrtec

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol online no prescription cheap tramadol hcl with tylenol - buy tramadol 50mg usa

Anonymous said...

propecia online order propecia online canada - rogaine propecia reviews

Anonymous said...

buy retin-a online buy generic retin a no prescription - order retin-a no prescription

Anonymous said...

legal buy tramadol online usual dosage tramadol - tramadol hcl blood pressure

Anonymous said...

buy retin-a retin a micro breakout - buy retin a online usa

Anonymous said...

buy strattera online strattera drug abuse - drug classification for strattera

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol mastercard tramadol 100mg no prescription - tramadol hcl 50 mg tablet high

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol buy tramadol overnight delivery - tramadol dosage by weight

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol no rx how to buy tramadol online - tramadol addiction therapy

Anonymous said...

propecia online pharmacy propecia side effects on men - generic propecia uk

Anonymous said...

buy retin-a online retin a micro before and after - buy retin-a generic

Anonymous said...

buy generic tramadol no prescription tramadol overdose dosage - cheap generic tramadol

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol tablets tramadol not addictive - rimadyl vs tramadol for dogs

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol online no prescription buy tramadol missouri - buy tramadol topix

Anonymous said...

propecia for sale propecia cost - generic propecia 2012

Anonymous said...

order tramadol buy tramadol online usa - tramadol overdose fatal dose

Anonymous said...

buy retin-a online retin a cream 0.5 - does retin a micro gel work

Anonymous said...

buy strattera online buy online strattera - strattera side effects duration

Anonymous said...

tramadol 50mg buy tramadol online reviews - buy tramadol in usa

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol online tramadol overdose much fatal - after effects tramadol overdose

Anonymous said...

retin a online buy retin a tretinoin - retin-a lips

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol gettin high on tramadol - ultram online

Anonymous said...

tramadol 50 mg long does tramadol overdose last - tramadol veterinary

Anonymous said...

buy retin-a online effects retin a micro gel - buy retin micro gel online

Anonymous said...

buy strattera strattera rxlist - buy strattera usa

Anonymous said...

tramadol 50mg tramadol for dogs price - tramadol hcl 377

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol online reviews tramadol 50 mg ultram - tramadol hydrochloride 100mg/2ml

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol online tramadol generic - buy tramadol hcl

Anonymous said...

buy retin-a online price of retin-a micro gel - retin a acne effective

Anonymous said...

buy retin-a online where to buy retin a micro online - retin a cream no prescription

Anonymous said...

tramadol online cod tramadol addiction while pregnant - tramadol addiction forum

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol tramadol hcl 25mg dogs - buy tramadol overnight no prescription

Anonymous said...

where to buy retin a micro buy retin 0.1 no prescription - buy retin a micro gel no prescription

Anonymous said...

buy propecia online is there generic propecia in the u.s - known side effects propecia

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol cash on delivery buy tramadol dogs - where to buy tramadol cheap

Anonymous said...

buy retin-a online buy retin a cream online no prescription - buy retin gel online

Anonymous said...

tramadol 50mg buy tramadol buy cod - generic tramadol an 627

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol online order tramadol overnight shipping - buy tramadol no prescription cod

Anonymous said...

tramadol online tramadol hcl 50 mg tab street value - tramadol overdose damage

Anonymous said...

buy propecia online propecia hair count results - propecia finasteride reviews

Anonymous said...

tramadol 50 mg tramadol 377 - generic brand name tramadol

Anonymous said...

tramadol 50 mg tramadol over the counter - tramadol hcl canine

Anonymous said...

viagra online without prescription order viagra sample - generic viagra joke

Anonymous said...

tramadol online overnight tramadol trade name generic name - tapering off ultram tramadol

Anonymous said...

tramadol online pharmacy tramadol que es - tramadol 50mg pills

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol tramadol withdrawal taper - tramadol hcl ld50

Anonymous said...

viagra online without prescription generic viagra does it exist - buy generic viagra no prescription

Anonymous said...

generic viagra buy viagra online - viagra online us

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol tramadol without prescription - buy tramadol without a script

Anonymous said...

buy viagra cheap buy viagra online from australia - generic viagra online cheap

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol how long does tramadol high last - tramadol 1 hcl 50mg

Anonymous said...

tramadol 50 mg legal buy tramadol online us - buy tramadol health solutions

Anonymous said...

viagra no prescription brand viagra online us - viagra online usa

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol tramadol 25mg - tramadol hcl while breastfeeding

Anonymous said...

tramadol 50 mg tramadol 50 mg generic - tramadol for dogs uses

Anonymous said...

viagra online without prescription buy viagra online us paypal - viagra online purchase

Anonymous said...

buy cialis cialis online without prescription-canada - where can i buy cialis cheap

Anonymous said...

generic viagra is it safe to buy viagra online yahoo answers - online order for viagra

Anonymous said...

buy cialis buy brand name cialis online - cialis 30 mg

Anonymous said...

viagra pills can you order viagra us - viagra online buy us

Anonymous said...

viagra online without prescription viagra online purchase - buy viagra online us

Anonymous said...

viagra online without prescription buy viagra online us - viagra pro order now

Anonymous said...

cheap cialis cialis online overnight - cialis online order

Anonymous said...

generic viagra viagra quick - buy viagra online us no prescription

Anonymous said...

generic viagra viagra dosage vs cialis dosage - is it safe to buy viagra online yahoo answers

Anonymous said...

viagra online without prescription can you buy generic viagra from a store - generic viagra online mastercard

Anonymous said...

generic viagra buy cheap viagra online us - viagra buy us cheap

Anonymous said...

buy cialis cialis from canada online pharmacy - cialis 8cpr riv 20mg

Anonymous said...

generic cialis cialis online best price - cipla generic cialis reviews

Anonymous said...

generic viagra buy viagra online cheapest - buy viagra cialis online us

Anonymous said...

generic viagra buy viagra cvs - how to buy viagra online forum

Anonymous said...

viagra online without prescription cheapest viagra online pharmacy - order viagra online in us

Anonymous said...

viagra online without prescription best place order viagra - 6-apb viagra

Anonymous said...

cheap viagra online buy viagra with paypal us - canadian viagra online pharmacy

Anonymous said...

generic cialis buy cialis online in australia - cialis 20 online

Anonymous said...

discount viagra viagra online yahoo - buy viagra online mumbai

Anonymous said...

buy cialis cost daily cialis nz - buy generic cialis online

Anonymous said...

tadalafil online cialis news - cialis daily from canada

Anonymous said...

buy soma online somatropin brand generic - soma drug test results

Anonymous said...

buy cialis cheap cialis 20 mg canada - buy cialis toronto

Anonymous said...

viagra online cheap viagra us pharmacy - buy original viagra online

Anonymous said...

buy soma online who carries soma bras - purchase soma no prescription

Anonymous said...

buy generic cialis cialis daily wholesale - buy cialis manila

Anonymous said...

buy cialis online cheap cialis everyday price - online rx for cialis

Anonymous said...

buy tadalafil cialis 40 mg tablets - cialis dosage 60 mg

Anonymous said...

soma generic soma bras san francisco - legal buy soma online

Anonymous said...

buy cialis online cialis daily safe - generic cialis overnight

Anonymous said...

viagra online viagra in us no prescription - buy generic viagra no prescription

Anonymous said...

purchase cialis buy real cialis online - generic once daily cialis

Anonymous said...

buy cialis no prescription canada cialis online soft - cheap cialis canadian pharmacy

Anonymous said...

buy soma online soma de vetores online - soma san diego black keys

Anonymous said...

buy cialis cialis daily sample - cialis 72 hours

Anonymous said...

buy tramadol no prescription tramadol quinine - order tramadol online reviews

Anonymous said...

buy soma online buy soma rush - soma san diego chiodos

Anonymous said...

viagra online order viagra generic - online pharmacy low price on viagra

«Oldest ‹Older   1 – 200 of 331   Newer› Newest»